After 2 Years

I cannot find words to utter to define the the feeling of reading my old post when I was in college.

It's been two years and a lot of things had happened.

After I graduated, I land a job in a big telecom company.

After several months I left as I didn't see myself growing in that company.

After a few months I had a job in one of the oldest and still running technology company in the world. Amazing isn't it?

I had traveled to different countries too.

I fell in love again.. we met but I am not sure what happened.

Distance-Trust -Commitment-Jealousy- Unfaithfulness

Those are the issues. The " relationship" (I don't know what to call it) was undefined.

And it's really stupid to fall deeply when it is not clear.

I just got hurt that I wanted to kill myself. (This is a lesson: One should not love and give all)

Anyway, I moved on. ( As long as he wont show up) and I don't have plans to hit myself with a rock again.

Everything is going okay. But I feel like there's no drive anymore to push so I need to go and find the motivation to move forward.

I think I'm back to the cycle. Wish me good fate in life. and I hope life will be good to me.

I do hope to write in here the soonest.

Until next time. ~